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Name: daphne
Birthday: 3/27/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: my relationship with God, my family, the office, good music, reading books, bananas, pb and j sandwiches, purses, grey's anatomy, trampolines, camp pike, hiking, yoga, my friends (and by the word friends, i dont mean two faced people who talk about me or my relationship choices behind my back), panda bears, going to shows, gourmet coffee, art, church, coloring, the cronicles of narnia, blue jeans, the snow patrol, keeping in touch with old friends, mah boyfriend, having pinics in the park, big ass sunglasses, my ranch, tickling and being tickled, hot chocolate with whipped cream on top, figi water, climbing trees, chic fil a, summitting 14000 ft mountains, black nail polish, colorado sunrises, texas sunsets, colorado sunsets, theme parties, clouds, unique beauty, drives in the country, kissing, jump rope, photography.
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AIM:  sunkistsomething
Member Since:
9/30/2004
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| Still the reigning best year of my life! And do we all remember what we were all doing on November five two thousand and five? We were preparing for one badass band tour! The tour of fake boyfriends!
I remember them well!
Simon and Lindsey: turned into a real relationship, thus putting them out of the running for the win, but were still cute for the time they were together!
KayCee and Tim: funniest fake couple by far! Their break up fight was a huge success. Though I still don't believe deep down that they won.
Cheyenne and Robert: Didn't even last to tour. They broke up because Cheyenne found Robert's ID in her underwear drawer. Stupid Robert! Whenever going through someone's underwear never leave the evidence! rookie mistake.
Aubrey and Byron: oh you know we were the best fake couple. We were cuddly, and cute, and charismatic! And our break up was awesome too! AND snuck away to see Death Cab for Cutie in Austin!
Dudes, think back to tour 2005. It was a seriously happy time for us all. The happiest year of college for me, by far. I was so freakin free that year! The Lombardis ruled the world. | | |
| If its not one thing its another. I am ready to be rid of the human drama.
And, my facebook is gone. So I suppose, dear xanga, that I am back! | | |
| well I haven't been on Xanga lately because I'm sure that you know by now I get on here to rant about things. Now I have one.
I thought my parents finally understood me, and our relationship had matured into a friendship, but no. They still think ridiculous things. They still think the worst of me, and instead of asking me about it, they form their own ridiculous opinions and ask my sister, or other people about it.
Last night they accused me of going to norman to smoke pot with lauren's friends. yes parents, THATS why I go there. Not to spend time with my sister and best friend, but to do "drugs". Because I SURELY can't get them here! Yes, THATS why I am such good friends with Aaron, because he smokes me out. We made a connection through getting really high, and so now we just talk about drugs, YES.
i mean really? REALLY?!
My mother asked Lauren if I "go to work and smoke pot with Hal"
That is the most ridiculous thing I have ever heard.
I have no words.
Other than...
My mother is pathetic. How sad it must be to use your mind that way. To worry allll the time about things you can't control, and have been created by your own mind.
"We can't control you anymore" My dad said
*NEWS FLASH PARENTS*
You could never control me! I have always done what I please, unbenounced to you! I am, always have been and always will be my own person, and just because I work with creative minds, who's brains are filled with bigger dreams, and crazier ideas than you could ever hope for doesn't mean we sit around and do drugs, and drink all the live long day!
AND GUESS WHAT ELSE
Lauren has always been the same way. Though she likes to please people, and be good, she also is an adult who is living her own life, and if she wants to drink, she should be able to. I am not going to go up to Norman and ask her not to drink a beer when we have one.
I thought FINALLY we can have adult conversations! finally! they understand me and where I'm coming from, but apparently they are going to take everything that I say like "after the opening last night, I was too drunk to drive back to coppell, so I slept at space" and turn it from me being responsible to me being irresponsible and sleeping with boys.
I know they look at Hal, with his long hair and silly clothing and think that he does drugs.
I know they look at Drew, with his skateboard and yellow pants and think he MUST be on drugs to dress that way!
I love my job, and its not because I get free alcohol and drugs here BECAUSE I DON'T AND DON'T WANT TO. Its because I'm finally doing something of importance! I'm finally in a place with people who I understand and who understand me, and we are all working for something much much bigger than my parents could understand.
I'm done telling them things about my job, about my life, about anything. I will be silent, because even when telling them about something exciting, like Jackson Rathbone coming to play at space, they say things like "well how are you going to make money if you don't charge at the door?" and "you know, you guys weren't checking IDs the other night at that opening when giving away alcohol, that could be the end of Hal Samples" THANK YOU, but we have thought of these things. We DO check IDs, but did you see anyone who could possibly be under 21 there? no. thats not our crowd.
From now on, at home, I am silent. I ask about home, and jack, and church, and mom's "job" as a substitute teacher, and then I am done. I do not tell about the guy I am dating, or upcoming events, or meetings Hal and I have where ideas are flying around like wildfire, because OBVIOUSLY to them I have to be high to have creative thought.
I thought I was supported by them, and they understood, finally, but it is apparent to me that they will always be the same people who have judged me and my "kind" my entire life.
and they had the nerve to try to talk philosophy on smoking pot with me!
mom says "people try to play it down, say its not dangerous, but it is!"
okay mom, let me see where you get your facts.
TO CLARIFY:
no, I do not smoke pot with Hal at work.
I do not go to Norman to smoke pot with Aaron and Calvin.
When creating art and having ideas, I do not need to be high.
I do not go smoke pot with George to have a good time.
I am a free spirit who is more alive than either of my parents could hope so be. So I'm sorry that you fill your mind with incorrect, and made-up accusations about me. There is OBVIOUSLY no way for me to stop this. I have tried to open up, and be honest about my life and what I am doing now, but you (my parents) take everything the wrong way, and there is no way I can make you think differently. I guess I can't control YOU either.
I absolutely don't need this in my life.
I just watched that episode of Gilmore Girls with my dad where they have the vow renewal and Emily tries to get Lorelei to get back with Christopher because they don't think Luke has the right breeding or upbringing, and Lorelei says to her mother at the end of the episode "you and me, we're through"
THATS what I feel like saying to these people. It has been such a struggle to make them get it, but its plain as day now, they never will. | | |
| 1. What color is your toothbrush?
blue and white. sonicare! yeah!
2. Name one person who made you smile today.
Drew. For some reason he makes me smirk a lot.
3. What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
kissing.
5. What is your favorite candy bar?
dark chocolate anything.
6. Have you ever been to a strip club?
no thank you.
7. What is the last thing you said aloud.
"oh the electrical stuff? yeah they were supposed to send someone out this afternoon"
8. What is your favorite ice cream?
something dark chocolate.
9. What was the last thing you had to drink?
some of drew's tea
10, Do you like your wallet?
not anymore since the zipper broke. but I did before that. vintage coach
11, What was the last thing you ate?
a sandwich of course
12, Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
yep! shirt.woot, and an easter bonnet, and some shirts.
13, The last sporting event you watched?
oh geez. no idea when or what it was!
14, What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
butter whatever.
i can't stand kettlecorn ESPECIALLY if I don't know its kettle corn before i eat it! thats the WORST
15, Who is the last person you sent a text message to?
Roderick. for titles of pieces and stufff
16, Ever go camping?
yes! and I love it! and I want to go soon!
17, Do you take vitamins daily?
no, I should do that though shouldn't i
18, Do you go to church every Sunday?
No. I am not home enough sundays to go to church
19, Do you have a tan?
no. I am always whitey
20,Do you prefer Chinese food over pizza?
no! I love pizza!
21, Do you drink your soda with a straw?
always!
22, What did your last text message say?
"Taller & Restricted" from roderick. names of his pieces.
23, What are you doing tomorrow?
putting up the group show at worrrrk
25, Look to your left, what do you see?
Stacey in her tiny office, texting
26, What color is your watch?
skin colored.
I don't have one.
27, What do you think of when you hear Australia?
kmy. my friend from there
29, Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
it depends on the situation, fo sho!
30. What is your favorite number?
remind me again, whats the point of a favorite number?
31. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
Justin Clemons.
32. Any plans today?
Aaron comes hereeee! And just waiting around for the artists to drop off their shit
33. How many states have you lived in?
just the one. the BIG one
34. Biggest annoyance right now?
artists taking forever to deliver their shit.
35, Last song listened to?
Slow Encounter. by the Gorillazzz
36.Can you say the alphabet backwards?
no. I'm dyslexic.
37. Do you have a maid service clean your house?
my parents do at their house, where I am temporarily living right now. but the woman doesn't clean my room so... no.
38. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
um. hi, I'm aubrey and I don't wear any one thing all the time.
39. Are you jealous of anyone?
nope. I'm completely content with all things and people.
40. Is anyone jealous of you?
oh probably, yeah!
41. Do you love anyone?
My family. My Space family. my kittens. my good good friends.
42. Do any of your friends have children?
yes. Angel does. She had them before we were friends, so its not that weird.
43. What do you usually do during the day?
I'm always at the gallery. I'm always doing something different, every day. I'm always never in the same place at the same time from one day to the next.
44, Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
hate.... hate.... I want to say no, but in truth, I think of this one person and this fire of anger, and pain and hurt and .... hate yes, ignites inside of me... I would say thats hate.
45. Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
No, that greeting is not really me
46. What color is your car?
silver.
47. Do you like cats?
yes. Cat person through and through
48. Are you thinking about someone right now?
I'm thinking about 6 people right now. I'm thinking "geez where is hal, sergio, justin, dan, frank... etc with their ARTWORK!?"
49, Have you ever been to Six Flags?
uh yeah! Who hasn't?!
50. How did you get your worst scar?
8th grade. church scavenger hunt. mark lanigan tripped me on the track at the high school. we were racing. I felt flat on my face and the top of my hand. scar to this day. | | |
| If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
conrado. aubrey conrado. oh shit, i don't ever want to think about that one again.
Were you happy when you woke up today?
yes I was. I was in a wonderful place.
When were you on the phone last? And with who?
I haven't been on the phone all day today... I suppose it was last night to find where to meet george
What were you doing yesterday?
yesterday I was getting locked out for an hour, then drawing up a contract, printing labels, reprinting labels, meeting with artists, hanging an entire show, then hosting a huge party, then out to the amsterdam bar.
What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
well that sounds dirty... i put some tea in my mouth.
Are you scared to fall in love?
yes. deathly afraid of it.
Do you think teenagers can be in love?
yep, i do. Its a little more shallow, as many of them will see as they get older. But that doesn't mean that they can't have those feelings just because they're young.
What time is it right this second?
12:02. Hello monday
Is there something you want to tell someone?
Yes. but I can't bring myself to say the words.
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Shaun, on my birthday.... unless there was a picture taken of me yesterday at the gallery... geez i can't remember
Are you single / taken / heartbroken / confused?
single and confused.
Is it easy to make you cry?
no. Unless you make me horribly mad and there is nothing i can do about it except cry
Do you find it hard to completely trust others?
In some sense yes, I don't like to let people into my life, my worries or thoughts and feelings kept deep. But I'll go home with you and stay after we go on a date, and I'll let you borrow my car after a few dates even if we're not officially together. .... but I won't let you know whats on my mind.
I bet you miss somebody right now?
I miss Lauren and Jen
Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
yeah of course I can! I am BETTER than okay even!
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Tim.
What does your 3rd text say?
I don't know... my phone is dead but I know it says something about going to norman for the CD release party
What was the last thing you watched on television and why?
sex and the city and what the hell do you mean "and why?"
Is your shirt yellow?
it is grey and crimson actually, thanks aaron
Sometimes, does it feel like your life isn't going anywhere?
it did before i started working at the gallery. I felt like I had peaked in college and that is so frightening
Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset with them?
yes, that is how a girl shows her feelings
What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails?
never my tongue, sometimes my lip, but mostly on my nails
Easy to make you laugh?
Not really.
Do you open up to a lot of people?
certain ones. but not a lot of certain ones.
Do you sleep with one leg out from under the covers?
yes. or else my body gets really hot.
Have you ever worked in a food place?
I worked in a tea room as my first job. we had little sandwiches and soup and melons of different sorts
What's on your schedule for tomorrow?
I get to the gallery at noon and get a few of thises and thats done. but who knows what will happen at the gallery. Not me.
What was the last song you heard?
fluke. by mates of state
Is your best friend pretty?:
lauren? yeah she looks just like me except is a little bit more pretty and a lot more photogenic
What color is your underwear?:
skin flesh
Are there any words on your shirt?
not words, but letters that stand for the words "oklahoma University"
Do you have any piercings other than your ears?:
yes. my nose is pierced but I don't wear a ring in it anymore
Where is your wallet?:
in my purse, i hope. I lost it twice yesterday so i hope its in my purse.
What were you doing at 10:30 last night?
Selling art, hosting this party
Are you listening to music right now?
yes, go ahead and call me a dude bro for listening to dave matthews
Who is thinking about you right now?
I hope just that one boy
Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them?
yes. Did I always mean it? no.
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
if its the same person as the last kiss then.... i don't think so
How late did you stay up last night?
I know I went to bed at around 2:30. It must have been at least an hour before I was actually asleep though
When is the next time you'll hug someone?
good question
How is life going for you right now?
oh life is amazing to me right now
How many times is A in your full name?
just the once. it is the leader
Is your hair longer than your shoulders?
only barely on one side
Do you know anyone else with your name?
Yes, like 3 people.
I had not done one of those in a long while. but every time ashl does one i like to take hers an do one of my own.
I have a lot to update on and ponder on... but tonight i am so sleepy. so i need to sleep now. goodnight moon.
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